It has been a while since my last post. Why? Well because I have been busy beating myself up (emotionally).
I failed again and started smoking. I cannot blame anyone but myself. I do not know why I struggle so much with this habit/addiction. I hate it and yet I continue to do it!
It is what it is and I need to stop focusing on my failures and start focusing more on my successes.
I am trying really hard to stop myself (when I realize what I am doing) from thinking about the negative and change my thought process to something more positive.
I know there is a lot more positive in my life then negative so why do I seem to put so much focus on the negative? I really, really need to work on this.
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